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“Mum, I
think you should chill out and sit down.” Said Brendon, following me into my
study.
“You BLOODY
started this!” I replied going through
all the papers on my desk, desperately trying to find my Apple tablet.” I need
to get my thoughts into words..I’m having some amazing ideas.”
“That’s
normal Mum, it makes you think.
Everybody knows that.”
“Well, you
might know that and the people over there might know that and the people that...don’t
know WHERE they are might know that
but...” I suddenly located my iphone. That would have to suffice. Then I had a thought.
“Where’s my
ipad Brendon?” “Did you sell it to
furnish yourself with recreational drugs?”
I peered into his eyes looking for any signs of lies like a trained
profiler.
“Are you
trying to ‘out mentalist’ me Mum?” He
laughed gazing straight back at me. “You know that’s impossible because I am way smarter than you.”
“PFFT, you
like to think that but I actually run rings around you without
you EVEN knowing. And if my ipad doesn’t
turn up I’ll be selling your computer.”
“Mum.
Whatever. I thought you were weird before but you’re actually fucking mental.” He
smiled as I glared at him.
I took my
phone and wandered in the direction of the happy buddha, Karl, who was giggling
away on the sofa watching re-runs of Blackadder. I sat in the corner section of the settee and
got to work.
MSG: TO COLIN FRAY:
SOPHIE RHODES: Hey Col, it’s me Soph.
Guess what – I’ve had an amazing idea about feeding people.
MSG: TO JOHN SMITH:
SOPHIE RHODES: Johnno, guess what, I
think I could get Frank to sponsor an awesome idea I’ve had. Remind me
on...that day I come to work.
I sat there
waiting for them to reply. It took forever but in reality it was actually
only two minutes. “Whoa, the times on a
go slow!” I said to Karl. “Everything seems to be taking ages but it’s not really...Bizarre...”
“Sophie, the
days are always long in this house.”
He smiled over at me. He was now looking
completely relaxed and like he’d never, ever left us.
“Were you
supposed to be going somewhere tonight?” I questioned. “You said not especially, when I asked
earlier.”
My phone
beeped.” Hold on,” I said, raising my hand to Karl to stop him responding.
COLIN FRAY: I know it’s you Soph, it
tells me it’s you when you text ;) Feeding the people? What people?
SOPHIE RHODES: You know, the
people...of the world. Well round here
to start with but it could be a peno...pheromone...
“ARRR
Fucking phone!” I said out loud to it as I texted.
Phenomenon!
Seriously Colin, it’s a new kinda soup
kitchen idea!!!
Beep beep.
JOHN SMITH: You should be out enjoying yourself. We’re all at the Canal House if you’re
interested.:P
SOPHIE RHODES: I can’t – I’ve eaten cake. I’ll see you in another life.
JOHN SMITH: What? LOL.
Well, whatever it is, I can’t wait to work with you on it :)
I put my
phone down on the sofa and went off to find one of my many notebooks. I had a wonderful collection of them as I had
a love of all things paper and stationery. My adoration was so great that I couldn’t
bring myself to use some of them because they were too beautiful to spoil.
I still felt as though I was walking on
spongey ground and had to be very deliberate of my actions. I teetered slowly past Brendon at his
Starship Enterprise.
“Mommy!”
He leaned back in his chair and grabbed my arm.
“Don’t touch
me. “ I said, batting his arm away.
I found my
books and decided life was too short to not use the damn things. Besides, now I had a drug lord in the house I
may as well get writing in them before they got used at Rizla
replacements. I picked out a stunning red
leather one that had a long wrap around, leather cord to keep it closed. The paper pages were thick and lustrous;
cream coloured and gilt edged. I lifted
it to my nose and breathed in the rich scent of the new pages; reminiscent of
vanilla, talcum powder and beeswax polish. Ahhh. ‘This
one is perfect for such incredible ideas,’ I thought. I grabbed a pen and went back to the lounge
of the Blackadder marathon.
I sat back
in my corner and opened my delightful book and ran my hand smoothly down the first
page.
“What are
you doing?” asked Karl as his sleepy eyes broke away from Baldrick for a
second.
“Changing
the world.” I replied, heady with belief.
He smiled and returned to the TV.
I began to
write: Sophie’s soup kitchens. I underlined it as it was SO important.
- ·
Half
slices of toast – bagged and saved.
- ·
Leftovers
from too much cooking.
- ·
Leftovers
collected from restaurants.
- ·
Leftovers
collected from peoples dinner parties.
- ·
Collections
from Asda and Tesco before they shut shop.
- ·
Excuse
to talk to that hot Greek bloke at the chippy
- ·
Beautiful
red phone boxes littering our land once more and filled with people eating.
- ·
Maybe
emergency blankets and cans of lager stored inside.
My phone
beeped.
COLIN FRAY: Don’t we already have
soup kitchens or something along those lines?
SOPHIE RHODES: Well I’ve never seen one – have you?
COLIN FRAY: Err, no, but I’m sure there’s something.
SOPHIE RHODES: YES but not everywhere – I’m going to turn
red phone boxes into a ‘dining for one’ experience!
COLIN FRAY: O...K...sounds peculiarly
interesting. Better than the current
conversation I’m having over here anyway!
SOPHIE RHODES: Are you in the canal with Johnno?
COLIN FRAY: You mean the Canal House?! No, I’m with
Trudie and a selection of her friends in Tantra.
SOPHIE RHODES: A harem of women in Tantra bar! Tut tut,
Colin. Maybe this one’s a keeper then?! ;)
COLIN FRAY: It’s £5 for a coke in here!
Robbing bastards! And no, I’d rather be
ANYWHERE else than here...sigh.
SOPHIE RHODES: A fiver for a coke!
You can get a blow job for less than that in this city!
COLIN FRAY: SOPH!!
SOPHIE RHODES: I can’t believe you
haven’t pulled rank and told the manager who you are! You can get free drinks like that you
know...I do!
COLIN FRAY: Please tell me you DON’T do that..:O
SOPHIE RHODES: Only at McDonalds ;) Ok – I need to work on
my phone boxes – go away and get busy with your bitches and I’ll see you
someday soon.
COLIN FRAY: Monday, Soph, Monday
would be good. :)
Before I put
down my phone I remembered ‘The Voice.’ I clicked on my game. I tried to play a remarkable word but
couldn’t seem to find one. I settled
with AE on the side of something else.
It was lame but it rid me of the irritable vowel syndrome.
Sophistication: So why are you called The Voice? What are you
a singer or something? A singing monkey perhaps?
I looked
over at Karl who seemed to be in a world of his own, watching TV in a spaced
out kind of way. I felt suddenly weary.
“Are you
tired?” I asked.
“Very.” He
replied laughing a little after he said it.
“What’s so
funny now?!” God, I’d never seen him laugh so much.
“We’ve been
drugged by our son, and whilst I want to go crazy at him, I’ve actually been
the most happy and relaxed than I have in a long time.” He locked his eyes with mine and kept my
gaze. I didn’t like it and broke
away. Way too uncomfortable.
“It reminds
me of the days when we used to have fun, when life was easy. Remember those days Soph?”
“Not nearly
enough.” I sighed. “They’ve been sullied by hardship and sadness.”
“Look, let’s
go to bed.” He suggested.
I looked at
him blankly. Did he mean he was going to
my bed? Wasn’t he going to stay here on the sofa?
“Let me just
sleep next to you. I want nothing else.”
He looked sincere and honest.
“I just miss lying next to you and sleeping.
Having someone warm nearby. Having you
nearby.” His eyes looked remarkably
glossy but maybe I just wanted to see that.
Besides, his face had been
leaking all night long.